Do you believe in miracles?
xxx
Well, here's a miracle.
I'm finally falling off track.
I find it completely idiotic that I let something like this happen TWICE. I get that it's just the way things go with me, but I had my reasons to be the way I wanted to be, everyone said I would fail and yes, I admit, I fucking failed.
I couldn't do this the way I wanted, it just wasn't in my nature and I believe it's true. I am as you see me. Not at all what I wish to believe I am.
Well, life is short, it's terrible to live one that isn't yours.
But I had my reasons, and my only regret is that I couldn't do it as well as I had anticipated, hence I'm now stuck in the same position I was in all those times before.
I had my reasons, my excuses, for trying.
xxx
I miss my friends.
What happens now?
xxx
The only thing I ask of you is to hold him when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away.
Coz I'm lonely and I'm tired and I'm missing you again.
xxx
Well, here's a miracle.
I'm finally falling off track.
I find it completely idiotic that I let something like this happen TWICE. I get that it's just the way things go with me, but I had my reasons to be the way I wanted to be, everyone said I would fail and yes, I admit, I fucking failed.
I couldn't do this the way I wanted, it just wasn't in my nature and I believe it's true. I am as you see me. Not at all what I wish to believe I am.
Well, life is short, it's terrible to live one that isn't yours.
But I had my reasons, and my only regret is that I couldn't do it as well as I had anticipated, hence I'm now stuck in the same position I was in all those times before.
I had my reasons, my excuses, for trying.
xxx
I miss my friends.
What happens now?
xxx
The only thing I ask of you is to hold him when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away.
Coz I'm lonely and I'm tired and I'm missing you again.
xox, trish
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