You know the line, "you don't know what you got till it's gone"?
I've experienced that.
One day, I learned to cherish everything I have and make full use of it so that I don't feel like something's gone to waste.
However, sometimes situations like these are unavoidable.
When the thing that you have HAS to go. Because, in truth, it never really belonged to you in the first place.
Like a best friend.
People always leave. But it doesn't mean they don't -- come back.
Okay, I'll get straight to the point.
Sometimes you don't really know how much you miss someone till that person is gone. When you get used to them being gone, you eventually get used to trying not to miss them. And soon, a part of you doesn't miss them so much anymore.
You think about them everyday, wonder what they're doing, if they're okay and if they're thinking about you too; but you feel completely fine being without them. Because you are.
Sometimes, you get so used to them being away, you don't expect to see them anymore. Or anytime soon at least.
However, sometimes people can surprise you. Especially if said people are my idiot best friends.
They show up out of the blue when you need them most. The funny thing is, you don't even realize how much you need them till you see them right in front of you.
I didn't.
I didn't realize I've spent the past 8-9 months just needing that person to talk to like before. I didn't realize how much I loved texting in the middle of the night at some ungodly hour. I didn't know how much I miss the phone calls that replied my sad text messages to check if I was okay. Most of all, just the idea that all that was just a text message or phone call away.
You don't expect it and it catches you by surprise and all of a sudden, you don't ever want them to leave. Because them being here just makes everything alright again.
You really don't know what you have till it's gone. But I believe you'll appreciate it way more when it comes back, and you're reminded of all the things that made you love it in the first place.
xxx
I'm really glad you're home.
I've experienced that.
One day, I learned to cherish everything I have and make full use of it so that I don't feel like something's gone to waste.
However, sometimes situations like these are unavoidable.
When the thing that you have HAS to go. Because, in truth, it never really belonged to you in the first place.
Like a best friend.
People always leave. But it doesn't mean they don't -- come back.
Okay, I'll get straight to the point.
Sometimes you don't really know how much you miss someone till that person is gone. When you get used to them being gone, you eventually get used to trying not to miss them. And soon, a part of you doesn't miss them so much anymore.
You think about them everyday, wonder what they're doing, if they're okay and if they're thinking about you too; but you feel completely fine being without them. Because you are.
Sometimes, you get so used to them being away, you don't expect to see them anymore. Or anytime soon at least.
However, sometimes people can surprise you. Especially if said people are my idiot best friends.
They show up out of the blue when you need them most. The funny thing is, you don't even realize how much you need them till you see them right in front of you.
I didn't.
I didn't realize I've spent the past 8-9 months just needing that person to talk to like before. I didn't realize how much I loved texting in the middle of the night at some ungodly hour. I didn't know how much I miss the phone calls that replied my sad text messages to check if I was okay. Most of all, just the idea that all that was just a text message or phone call away.
You don't expect it and it catches you by surprise and all of a sudden, you don't ever want them to leave. Because them being here just makes everything alright again.
You really don't know what you have till it's gone. But I believe you'll appreciate it way more when it comes back, and you're reminded of all the things that made you love it in the first place.
xxx
I'm really glad you're home.
xox, trish
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