Forward, March. Off I go now.

xxx

" It's okay to be scared, you wouldn't be normal if you weren't.
Look at it like its an adventure.
You were scared going into college, but that turned out well, didn't it?
Sure, there's drama, but there's always drama.
I'm really excited for you :)
You're headed off on a new journey, you should be excited too. :) "

xxx

Thanks. So so much.
I feel like a child. There's so much to do, so far to go. It's so scary.

xxx

Like a rock, I must be tough.
Like an oak, I must stand firm.
Cut quick, like my blade;
Think fast, unafraid.
Like a cloud, I am soft.
Like bamboo, I bend in the wind.
Creeping slow, I'm at peace because I know;
It's okay to be afraid.

Welcome to the planet, little girl.
It gets bigger from here on out.
Have fun.

xox, trish

Boooooo :(

Why do I feel like it's falling apart?
I dunno lah, maybe it's all in my head.
:(

Agh, I wanna die.
Kill me please?

You might think I'm incapable
of loving a soul like yours
You might think I'm a fool for you.

xox, trish

If I could just Breathe.

The skies will fall and the moon won't glow.
The sun won't shine, and time is slow.

Believe me when I say this is true,
I'll never ever stop loving you.

Still, right now I just can't breathe.
You don't understand, though you created me.

And right now all I need is time,
Some freedom, some bravery and to end this rhyme.

So please just let me try and leave me be,
Let me make my own decisions, stop smothering me.

xox, trish

Time to Grow Up, Time to Break Free

Hello all :)

If I haven't told you already, I'm being stalked.
I'm also having my exams soon, then a long 7 week holiday with absolutely nothing to do.

So, if you want to take me on an exotic holiday, far far away, please, feel free.
Of course, if you're a creepy stalker person, you might wanna go blow yourself.

I also want to go to Summersonic :(
I want my dress and my bag.

I want to stop being such a spoilt little brat.

I want nice hair.
I also want to cry, right now.

But you see, life doesn't give you everything you want. Some things, you just cannot have.

So no, I'm not going to get or do any of the above. Not even cry.

Because I'm just done wasting my time.

xox, trish