McGrumps.

Alrightyyy.
College has properly begun. You know, with assignments and all that jazz coming in and piling up. I'm all over the place this semester. My head seems to be everywhere else, messed up, in the clouds. So it's time I got it together.

In fact, I tried to get it together that day. I ended up making a mess out of everything and then not getting anything done. This semester better be done right, or I'm not transferring anytime soon. Gah, it sucks to have to worry about these things.

I wish I was still on holiday. Speaking of which, term break/raya holidays are coming up. Guess I'm just gonna fall back out of this whole thing.
Yeah, so this is like an - Oh no, I'm not dead yet post. Yup. Whoopdeedoo.

What's new this semester though?
Hahaha, the absolutely hot hot hot Lautner twins :P kinda short though :/
I'm taking a bunch of Math/Business-related subjects. Haha, if you knew me in high school, you'd be pretty surprised. Never thought you'd see the day, did you?
New friends.
Crappy timetables.

However, I get to hang out with my Audrey Dear :)

This picture was taken 42 years ago. We don't look like that anymore. :)
But we still act the same. <3

xxx

Well yeah, I guess that's about it :)

You know it's nothing new,
Bad news never had good timing;
Then, the circle of your friends
will defend the silver lining.

Heart of Life, John Mayer.

xx, trish

Romeo, Save Me. I've been feeling so alone.

I haven't blogged in ages. Honestly, if I wasn't paying for my domain, I probably wouldn't.

So, here's a picture.

Heart Rod, I'll beat you with my Heart Rod. That's a fancy name for 'heart on a stick'. Yeah, I got my heart on a stick.
Where's yours?

OH YOU DON'T HAVE ONE.
HAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAA.

xox, trish

OK Go.

Ohkay, well.

I hope my next post wouldn't be a depressing one.
I hope my next post would be a happy one, where I tell you how much fun I had and how many new friends I made and how much I love my life.
I hope the next time you see me, I'm truly at peace.

No hysterics.
No paniks.
No crying.
Just me.

I miss you guys.
I really do.

I miss Daphy and Teva, even tho I just saw them that day and I talk to them all the time.
I miss Vaentan. Even though I know he'll always be around.
I miss Amy and WeiYing, even tho I know they miss me too.
I miss Jammy, even though he replies my emails like straight after I send them.
I miss Jared, even tho he's just a text away.

I miss school.
I really miss school.

But enough of this, my next post will be a happy one. The next time you see me, I will be happy.

No more hysterics.

I have to wake up early tomorrow.
:)

Everything's gonna be great.
Say it with me!
Positive thinking attracts positive results!

Right.

Now smile!
Big smiles.

Oooh! Lookie, I look GAY when I'm HAPPY.
Double entendre! :D
Snaps for me.

ily

xox, trish

All Wrong

They. didn't. do. what. I. wanted.

But I don't regret so I'll have to deal.
Boo.

I know, it's fugly.
But whatever la, it's gonna be here for awhile. Might as well just try to like it, right?

After you're done being repulsed, just look away.
And if you bitch in my chatterbox or comments page, I will hunt you down and hurt you.
It's bad enough that I don't like it, I don't need you to tell me you don't either.

I'm stuck with it, so are you. :)

xox, trish

Speechless, over the edge and just breathless.

Hellooo.

I went for Editorial Board's Annual Hi-Tea in Jogoya @ Starhill Gallery yesterday.
Gosh, I've never eaten so much in my life. The food was absolutely awesome :) I definitely recommend :D

Teva's mom sent us, being Daph, Amalina and I home.

Ooh, Ka Wah's got braces. He refused to smile.

Moving on,
the COUSINS are here!

Lisia and Liyen, who went to Paris with me and my parents are here to stay.
Because..
their exams are OVER. Lucky for them :(

~_~

If you don't remember them, here's a reminder. :)

So I'm not bored or lonely or anything. Haha.

Here's a random fact,
I like Gouda. That's cheese.

:)

Well, that's it!
Happy Deepavali, sayangs!

xox, trish

Deliciousssness.

No one here likes you,
Go away, get a clue,
Go back to your fucking zoo
Or whatever it is you do.
I don't know why,
I don't like what's in your eyes,
And I'd love to split 'em wide.
I could pretend to care to understand,
I hate you my friend.

Some call it obsession,
And some call it pure hate,
And others call it pathetic,
But some totally relate.

I'd rather go to hell
Than shake your hand
Or wish you well,
In case you couldn't tell.
Go ahead, drink your drink,
Go ahead, do your thing,
Can you learn all of the words to every song I sing?

I could pretend to care to understand,
I hate you my friend.

Credits to John Oszajca for writing a song
that clearly explains how I feel :)

xxx

Hello!
I've got the flu :( that's so sad innit?

Before I forget,

Happy Birthday, KristynK!

I watched Eagle Eye, it made me cry :'( Shia LaBeouf, I love :3

Hee x) so cute!

xxx

Here's the honest truth, I don't wanna be apart of this whole deal anymore. You've changed, saying things, throwing tantrums, playing God. I've had enough.

Do as you like. I dunno what else to say.

xxx

I think I messed trials up. They were tougher than I ever imagined :'(

Goodnight people.

xox, trish

I have a thing for cows ;) especially if they're shaped like peanuts.

I've been blogging since I was in Form 1.
Honestly after 5 years of this, I'm not tired of it. I like being able to write my heart out. It's my circle and this is freedom of speech.

Hahaha.

So, there's one more week of trials. Oh it's very stressing. I am now a victim of insomnia.

School that day was a little different from usual. The night before, I slept so well because we were having the EST paper the next day, and I don't study for EST. Don't know how.
So I started off happy.
Seriously HAPPY because it's been a long time since I fell asleep without waking up in the middle of the morning.
So I went to school happy, I was happy when I saw my friends and put my bag. I was just a typically happy person that Friday morning.

At least until my class was called to stay after assembly.

Teachers don't ask classes to stay after assembly,
unless. they. did. something. wrong.

And my class, we don't usually,
no.
We don't EVER get ourselves into situations like these.

So, our clean streak, has officially been tainted.

Why? How? What went wrong?

Someone's been using phones during exams and apparently, it's a very serious offence. So we were warned and action will be taken after trials are OVER.
Meaning, after the holidays. Meaning, not only do we have to worry about our results, we'd have to worry about being punished.

Then again, if you're not guilty, you have nothing to worry about.
:)

Although, I'm pretty disappointed our records have been messed up. We don't usually get into trouble.
The class I mean.

I know for a fact that some of us do get into trouble. Mostly because we're such pigheaded anarchists. Come to think of it, some of us are pretty anti-establishment. Imagine what threats we are to the country :OOO

So yeah, that was the case.

xxx

I've been in a lazy stay home mood. I like this mood :D it motivates me to lie around and do nothing. Although I feel lousy after because I didn't do anything. But that's okay ;)

Today was pretty productive though. I went to the tailors, got the measurements done, I cooked dinner, I ironed the clothes.
Boo. I miss my maid :(
But look, no one can say I don't do housework anymore. I do, and I rock my socks off at it.
So shut up bitches.

xxx

Ah, I love my phone :) and the colour red :D

xox, trish

Little Miss Panikballs

You know those Mr. Men and Little Miss books by Roger Hargreaves? I'm sure you do, it's famous!

But just in case you haven't seen daylight in a million years.

Ring any bells?

They even made t-shirts out of them? :)
They're on sale practically everywhere. Though I don't have one.


Well yeah, whatever. Anyway.
If I were to have one though, I think the Little Miss best suited for me would be..

Little Miss Panikballs!

Other than liking the word Panikballs. That's how I spell panik. So sue me.
I am a bit of a Panikballs. Well no, I'm very much one. It's practically my middle name.

Calm and I, we don't get along.
You see, I feel the need to panic.
It's essential to my way of life.

See cockroach, panik. Lights go out, panik. Exams tomorrow, panik. Can't find the new book I bought, panik. My phone stops working, panik.

Which is what happened yesterday. My phone decided to stop working on me. It's new, about a month or so old and not from this country so obviously, I panik-ed a little bit more than necessary. I seriously went through all the motions of panik.

"I can't make calls. Why? Hmmmmm. Eh seriously laaah! What's wrong? Noooooooo! Wtf? HOW HOW HOW? OMGOMGOMGOMG."

Cry.

Ahahaha. Seriously.

I fixed it by the way. I'm such an awesomecake. I could be Little Miss Awesomecakes. My brother would beg to differ though. He'd call me Little Miss Noobcakes. But I'd call him Mr. STUPIDHEADSTFU.

I'm thirsty.

Okay. So there were people trying to get me to chill. But I told them off instead.

"CHILL?! Don't frickin SAY CHILL! That's a stupid word. You GO CHILL, back off or I'll burn your face with my fingers like Harry Potter can."

Cry.

Ahahaha, no seriously!

Then after I fixed my phone, Jeremy came into my room. So I told him about my exams. On the spot I started stressing.

"Ah, you're not ZEN-like like me" (does some Kama Sutra position)

Then he told me to shut up.

xxx

Hee x)
There's a Little Miss Tranny too!

And also a Little Miss Teen Preggers.


Hahaha, so cute right?

xxx

If it's a broken part, replace it.
But if it's a broken arm, then brace it.
If it's a broken heart, then face it.

Details In The Fabric, Jason Mraz ft James Morrison.

xox, trish

The Perfect Song

Trials have finally begun!

No, I don't sound happy.

Brandon texted me today.
Boy, that kid starts off his texts weird.

"Trisha?"
"Hey Brandon! I'll text you in a bit, I'm at lunch."

..time passes..

"Burandonnn! I'm done :)"
"Lamanye you makan. Haha. So how've you been? Been missing the Daphne and Trisha combination :)"
"Oooh. I've been fine :) uhm, my bro wants to use my phone. I'll have to text you later again. Sorry."

..more time passes..

"Okay Burandonn! I'm back for real!"
"You sure? -_-"

Ahahaha. Sorry Brando.N.

xxx

I want to write a song. The best song in the world. It's pretty complicated, but pretty darn simple at the same time. I want to write a song that can stop people in their tracks, their bodies swaying to the melody. I want to write a song that can hypnotize people, yet have them most aware, so aware that they sense every beat, every instrument, every tone and have them yearning for more. I want to write a song that every listener will love and never get bored of despite having heard it a thousand times and more. I want to write a song that would be able to mesmerize people, no matter how good or bad the singer is. My song would be loved by everyone, disregarding preferences. Alternative, punk rock, pop, soul, classical or rnb. It doesn't matter what the listener prefers, I want to write a song that has them all on the edge of their seat. I wanna write a song any man or woman would be proud of.

I wanna write a song as such not for the fame or the fortune that comes with it, but for the love of music. To listen to the highs and lows and ups and downs, the majors and the minors. To just hear it and want it and love it.

I wanna write the best song in the world.
I do, oh yes, I do.


xxx



That's it!

xox, trish

Saponification 101

I have not been updating, been busy. Sorry, yeah?

I'm sure you've heard of the weird folk. If not, lemme explain. The weird folk, are people who are, basically, weird. They act weird, they have weird requests. They get into weird situations.

I guess I'm one of them. Not a big fan of sitting on the sidelines. But once in awhile, the weirder folk, who prefer to remain hidden, they steal the limelight. They take OVER.

I was at the bus stop in school, waiting for Daph's mom to come and get Daph and I. Out of the blue, Mr.GUARD comes out and beckons an 'innocent' boy sitting nearby. The boy is confused, but obliges.

"Be careful." we warn him.

Haha, okay that's bullshit, I told him to protect his stick.
But ah, same difference.

So this boy, he enters the little hut Mr.GUARD spends his time in. Except the hut is prolly too little so he doesn't totally enter the thing. We see his legs, and his body. Can't see his hands or his head. So confused, we send a scout to find out what the poor innocent boy's task is.

Well, actually our 'scout' kepo himself.
But he came back with an odd look on his face.

"You'll never guess."
"What?"
"Er. Pull grey hair."

So I was obviously fascinated by this statement, mainly because Mr.GUARD didn't seem to have much hair anyway. That poor innocent child, subject to such injustice.

Seriously ~_~

xxx

And today I made SOAP!
We have a table in the Chem lab. Our table is failed experiments personified. Past experiences, like say, have 7 bunsen burners fail on us during an experiment, for 2-3 experiments have caused us to accept the fact that we SUCK as chemists. That, or the school has lousy bunsen burners and we're so unlucky, we pick the lousiest of the lot.

In our experiment conducting over these 2 years, we've succeeded one, and even that, our Chem teacher had to yell at us a whole lot ~_~

But I'll get straight to the point and present you, the art of Saponification. No, I didn't make that up.


So, first, we added the this to the that and we turn on the fire and we stir stir stir.

Then we waited for time to pass.

Then we zapped the solution with our magical powers.

Our mighty glares pierced thru the soap making it soapier than ever.

Then we all pretended to be very fascinated when the solution turned yellow and started looking like urine.

Then we got bored and camwhored.

Battled giants too!

Plus we kepo-ed with other teams work.

We zapped the ever yellow solution even more.

Yes, peeeeeee x)

Then we poured the thing into the thing through the thing and waited for it to drip.

We gathered the lather and lo and behold, SOAP! Yes and it smelled like Jasmine too :)

Our picture with success :)

There you go, now you can make your own soap! Just follow the instructions above :)

Enjoy ;)

xox, trish